Last year was not a good one. So many downers it is overwhelming to think about. These are just a few. My Mother has dementia and is in a suspended state of life. Not really living, and not yet dead. A body aged and withered, literally skin, bones and sinue. She knows and recognizes me for maybe 2 minutes. Time with her is painful, and life after I leave I crash into depression. I can't do any more for her. I had 3 dogs that I had to have put to sleep, months apart and from different problems. All of them had been with me and my husband for years and were part of our family. They were small children with fur. Each time I would morn and another would die. Again depression moved in in 2010.
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